2 Samuel 1:9
He said unto me again, Stand, I pray you, upon me, and slay me: for anguish is come upon me, because my life is yet whole in me.
Why do the wicked live, become old, yea, are mighty in power?
All the while my breath is in me, and the spirit of God is in my nostrils;
God forbid that I should justify you: till I die I will not remove my integrity from me.