'Behold' in the Bible

I see him, but not now; I behold him, but not close at hand. A star will march forth out of Jacob, and a scepter will rise out of Israel. He will crush the skulls of Moab, and the heads of all the sons of Sheth.

whom I will see for myself, and whom my own eyes will behold, and not another. My heart grows faint within me.