Job 9:21

Though I am blameless,
I no longer care about myself;
I renounce my life.

There was a man in the country of Uz named Job. He was a man of perfect integrity, who feared God and turned away from evil.

so that I prefer strangling—
death rather than life in this body.

Why not forgive my sin
and pardon my transgression?
For soon I will lie down in the grave.
You will eagerly seek me, but I will be gone.

Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my concerns.

The one who trusts in himself is a fool,
but one who walks in wisdom will be safe.

The heart is more deceitful than anything else,
and incurable—who can understand it?

For I am not conscious of anything against myself, but I am not justified by this. The One who evaluates me is the Lord.

even if our conscience condemns us, that God is greater than our conscience, and He knows all things.

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Though I were perfect, yet would I not know my soul: I would despise my life.

Search me, God, and know my heart;
test me and know my concerns.

The one who trusts in himself is a fool,
but one who walks in wisdom will be safe.

The heart is more deceitful than anything else,
and incurable—who can understand it?

For I am not conscious of anything against myself, but I am not justified by this. The One who evaluates me is the Lord.

even if our conscience condemns us, that God is greater than our conscience, and He knows all things.

so that I prefer strangling—
death rather than life in this body.