Mark 5:18

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And when he was come into the ship, he that had been possessed with the devil prayed him that he might be with him.

And crying out with a loud voice he said, What have I to do with you, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? In God's name, do not be cruel to me.

What may I give to the Lord for all the good things which he has done for me?

But the man from whom the evil spirits had gone out had a great desire to be with him, but he sent him away, saying,

And one of them, when he saw that he was clean, turning back, gave praise to God in a loud voice;

And he said, Jesus, keep me in mind when you come in your kingdom.

I am in a hard position between the two, having a desire to go away and be with Christ, which is very much better: