Mark 5:18

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And when he was come into the ship, he that had been possessed with the devil prayed him that he might be with him.

And crying out with a loud voice, he said, "What have you to do with me, Jesus, Son of the Most High God? I adjure you by God, do not torment me."

What shall I render to the LORD for all his benefits to me?

The man from whom the demons had gone begged that he might be with him, but Jesus sent him away, saying,

Then one of them, when he saw that he was healed, turned back, praising God with a loud voice;

And he said, "Jesus, remember me when you come into your kingdom."

I am hard pressed between the two. My desire is to depart and be with Christ, for that is far better.