Mark 5:18

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And when he was come into the ship, he that had been possessed with the devil prayed him that he might be with him.

Then he cried out with a loud voice, "Leave me alone, Jesus, Son of the Most High God! I implore you by God -- do not torment me!"

How can I repay the Lord for all his acts of kindness to me?

The man from whom the demons had gone out begged to go with him, but Jesus sent him away, saying,

Then one of them, when he saw he was healed, turned back, praising God with a loud voice.

Then he said, "Jesus, remember me when you come in your kingdom."

I feel torn between the two, because I have a desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far,