2 Samuel 1:9
He said to me, 'Please stand beside me, and kill me; for anguish has taken hold of me, because my life is yet whole in me.'
"Why do the wicked live, become old, yes, and grow mighty in power?
(For the length of my life is still in me, and the spirit of God is in my nostrils);
Far be it from me that I should justify you. Until I die I will not put away my integrity from me.