2 Bible Verses about Wanting To Die

according to my earnest expectation and hope, that in nothing shall I be ashamed, but with all boldness, as at all times, so even now, Christ will be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain. But if this, my life in the flesh, would be profitable for my work in the ministry, verily, what I should choose I know not.read more.
I am in a strait between the two, having the desire to depart and be with Christ, which is far better:

And in those days men will seek for death, and shall not find it; and they will desire to die, and death shall flee from them.