2 Bible Verses about Wanting To Die

as it is my eager expectation and hope that I will not be ashamed in anything, but that with full courage now as always Christ will be exalted in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. But if I am to live on in the flesh, this will mean fruitful labor for me. Yet which I shall choose I do not know.read more.
I am hard pressed between the two. My desire is to depart and be with Christ, for that is far better;

And in those days men will seek death and will not find it; they will long to die, and death will fly from them.