2 Bible Verses about Wanting To Die

So it is my keen expectation and hope that I shall never feel ashamed, but that with fearless courage, now as hither to, Christ may be magnified in my body, whether by my life or by my death. For, with me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. But now, if life in the flesh, if this be the fruit of my toil??hat to choose I do not know,read more.
but am in a quandary between the two. I am perplexed. I have a strong desire to break camp and to be with Christ, which is far better;

In those days men will seek death, and will not find it; they will long to die, but death ever flees from them.