2 Bible Verses about Wanting To Die

according to my expectation and hope that I shall be ashamed in nothing, but with all boldness as always also now Christ shall be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death. Because for me to live is Christ and to die is gain. But if to live in the flesh [is allowed me], I have this fruit of my work, and which I shall choose I know not.read more.
But I am in a strait between the two, having a desire to depart and be with Christ; for this is far better;

And in those days men shall seek death and not find it, and shall desire to die and death flee from them.