2 Bible Verses about Wanting To Die

According to my earnest expectation and hope, that I shall be ashamed in nothing, but that with all boldness, as always, so now also, Christ shall be magnified in my body, whether by life or by death. For to me to live is Christ, and to die is gain. But if I am to live in the flesh, this is the fruit of my labour, and what I should chuse, I know not.read more.
For I am in a strait between two, having a desire to depart and to be with Christ, for it is far better.

And in those days the men shall seek death, but not find it; and shall desire to die, but death will flee from them.