Mark 5:18

As he was stepping into the boat the lunatic begged that he might accompany him;

The man whom the daemons had left begged that he might accompany him. Jesus, however, sent him away, saying,

shrieking aloud, "Jesus, son of God most High, what business have you with me? By God, I adjure you, do not torture me."

Then they began begging Jesus to leave their district.

Now one of them turned back when he saw he was cured, glorifying God with a loud voice;

And he added, "Jesus, do not forget me when you come to reign."

I am in a dilemma between the two. My strong desire is to depart and be with Christ, for that is far the best.

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And when he was come into the ship, he that had been possessed with the devil prayed him that he might be with him.

shrieking aloud, "Jesus, son of God most High, what business have you with me? By God, I adjure you, do not torture me."

The man whom the daemons had left begged that he might accompany him. Jesus, however, sent him away, saying,

Now one of them turned back when he saw he was cured, glorifying God with a loud voice;

And he added, "Jesus, do not forget me when you come to reign."

I am in a dilemma between the two. My strong desire is to depart and be with Christ, for that is far the best.