Mark 5:18

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And when he was come into the ship, he that had been possessed with the devil prayed him that he might be with him.

crying out in a loud voice, "What hast Thou to do with me, Jesus, Son of God Most High? In God's name I implore Thee not to torment me."

But the man from whom the demons had gone out earnestly asked permission to go with Him; but He sent him away.

One of them, seeing that he was cured, came back, adoring and praising God in a loud voice,

And he said, "Jesus, remember me when you come in your Kingdom."

I am in a dilemma, my earnest desire being to depart and be with Christ, for that is far, far better.