'Myself' in the Bible

“Have I sinned? What have I done to You,O watcher of men?Why have You set me as Your target,So that I am a burden to myself?

“I am guiltless;I do not take notice of myself;I despise my life.

“If I should wash myself with snowAnd cleanse my hands with lye,

“Then I would speak and not fear Him;But I am not like that in myself.

Whom I myself shall behold,And whom my eyes will see and not another.My heart faints within me!

Surely I would carry it on my shoulder,I would bind it to myself like a crown.