'Willing' in the Bible

And Joshua saith, 'Ah, Lord Jehovah, why hast Thou at all caused this people to pass over the Jordan, to give us into the hand of the Amorite to destroy us? -- and oh that we had been willing -- and we dwell beyond the Jordan!

and I have not been willing to hearken to Balaam, and he doth greatly bless you, and I deliver you out of his hand.