'Having' in the Bible
I am in a hard position between the two, having a desire to go away and be with Christ, which is very much better:
Having no fear of those who are against you; which is a clear sign of their destruction, but of your salvation, and that from God;
Make my joy complete by being of the same mind, having the same love, being in harmony and of one mind;
And be seen in him, not having my righteousness which is of the law, but that which is through faith in Christ, the righteousness which is of God by faith:
I have all things and more than enough: I am made full, having had from Epaphroditus the things which came from you, a perfume of a sweet smell, an offering well pleasing to God.