Job 10:13-22 - You Have Not Explained

13 " 'Yet you hid these [things] in your heart; I know that this {was your purpose}. 14 If I had sinned, then you would be watching me, and you would not acquit me of my guilt. 15 If I am guilty, woe to me! But if I am righteous, I dare not lift my head; [I am] filled [with] shame, and [just] look [at] my misery! 16 And [if my head] grows bold, you would hunt me as the lion in its prime; {and you repeat your exploits against me}. 17 You renew your witnesses against me, and you increase your vexation against me; {relief forces} [are] against me.

18 So why did you bring me forth from the womb? I should have passed away, {and no eye should have seen me}. 19 I should have been as though I had not been; I should have been brought from [the] womb to the grave. 20 [Are] not my days few? Let him leave [me] alone; let him turn from me, and let me rejoice a little. 21 Before I go--and I will not return-- to [the] land of darkness and deep shadow, 22 to [the] land of darkness, like [the] darkness of a deep shadow and {chaos}, so that it shines forth like darkness.'"