'Myself' in the Bible

If I have sinned, what do I do to you, you watcher of men? Why have you set me as a mark for you, so that I am a burden to myself?

I am blameless. I don't respect myself. I despise my life.

If I wash myself with snow, and cleanse my hands with lye,

then I would speak, and not fear him, for I am not so in myself.

"Only don't do two things to me; then I will not hide myself from your face:

If it is true that I have erred, my error remains with myself.

"If I have rejoiced at the destruction of him who hated me, or lifted up myself when evil found him;

Therefore I abhor myself, and repent in dust and ashes."