Job 6:1-30 - Job's Second Speech: A Response To Eliphaz
1 Then Job answered and said, 2 "If only my vexation could be well weighed, and my calamity could be lifted up together [with it] in [the] balances, 3 for then it would be heavier than the sand of the seas; therefore my words have been rash, 4 for the arrows of Shaddai [are] in me; my spirit drinks their poison; the terrors of God are arrayed against me. 5 Does [the] wild ass bray over grass, or [the] ox bellow over its fodder? 6 Can tasteless [food] be eaten without salt, or is there taste in the white of a marshmallow plant? 7 {I refused} to touch [them]; they [are] like {food that will make me ill}.
8 "{O that} my request may come, and [that] God may grant my hope, 9 that God would decide that he would crush me, [that] he would let loose his hand and {kill me}. 10 But it will still be my consolation, and I would recoil in {unrelenting} pain, for I have not denied [the] words of [the] Holy One.
11 What [is] my strength, that I should wait? And what [is] my end, that {I should hold out}? 12 Or [is] my strength [like] the strength of stones? Or [is] my flesh bronze? 13 {Indeed}, my help is not in me, and [any] success is driven from me.
14 "Loyal love [should come] for the afflicted [from] his friend, even if he forsakes the fear of Shaddai. 15 My companions are treacherous like a torrent-bed; like a streambed of wadis they flow away, 16 which are growing dark because of ice upon them, it will pile up snow. 17 In time they dry up, they disappear; when it [is] hot, they vanish from their place. 18 The paths of their way wind [around]; they go up into the wasteland, and they perish. 19 The caravans of Tema looked; the traveling merchants of Sheba hope for them. 20 They are disappointed, because they trusted; they came {here} and they are confounded. 21 "For now you have become {such}; you see terrors, and you fear. 22 Is it because I have said, 'Give to me,' or, 'Offer a bribe for me from your wealth'? 23 or, 'Save me from the foe's hand,' or, 'Ransom me from the tyrants' hand'?
24 Teach me, and I myself will be silent; and make me understand how I have gone astray. 25 How painful are {upright words}! But what does {your reproof} reprove? 26 Do you intend to reprove [my] words and [consider the] words of a desperate [man] as wind? 27 Even over [the] orphan you would cast the lot, and you would bargain over your friend.
28 "{Therefore} be prepared, turn to me, and I surely will not lie to your face. 29 Please turn, let no injustice happen; indeed, turn, {my righteousness is still intact}. 30 Is there injustice on my tongue? Or can my palate not discern calamity?
1 "Does not {a human being have hard service} on earth? And [are not] his days like the days of a laborer? 2 Like a slave he longs for [the] shadow, and like a laborer he waits for his wages. 3 So {I had to inherit} months of worthlessness, and nights of misery are apportioned to me. 4 When I lie down, I say, 'When shall I rise?' But [the] night is long, and I have my fill of tossing until dawn. 5 My body is clothed [with] maggots and clods of dust; my skin hardens, then it gives way [again].
6 "My days are swifter than a weaver's shuttle, and they come to an end {without hope}. 7 Remember that my life [is] a breath; my eye will not return to see good. 8 The eye of [the one] seeing me will not see me; your eyes [are] upon me, but {I will be gone}. 9 A cloud vanishes, and it goes away, so [he who] goes down to Sheol will not come up. 10 He does not return again to his house, and his place does not recognize him again.
11 "Even I will not restrain my mouth; I will speak in my spirit's anguish; I will complain in my inner self's bitterness. 12 Am I [the] sea, or a sea monster, that you set a guard over me? 13 When I say, 'My bed will comfort me, and my couch will ease my complaint,' 14 then you terrify me with dreams, and with visions you terrify me. 15 So my inner self will choose strangling-- death more than my {existence}. 16 I loathe [my life]; I would not live forever; depart from me, for my days [are] a breath.
17 "What [is] a human being that you make him great and that {you fix your mind on him}, 18 so that you visit him {every morning}, you test him {every moment}? 19 {How long} will you not turn away from me? [Or] not leave me alone until I swallow my spit? 20 [If] I have sinned, what have I done to you, watcher of humanity? Why have you made me as a target for yourself, so that I have become a burden to myself? 21 And why do you not pardon my transgression and take away my guilt? For now I shall lie in the dust, and you will seek me, but {I will be no more}."